“There’s nothing I can do for you;; you can’t do for yourself”

I have a new about page.
Wow right.
Go read && comment.
HERE

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“I don’t care;; I have no luck;; I don’t miss it all that much;; there’s just so many things I can’t touch”

I have been told that I am a changed person.
Which is nice to hear I guess?
I think people just forgot that I have the ability to get angry.
And that I have the ability to not freak out over little things.
Even when those little things involve a stench that can only be described as putrid, worms, [...]

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“I don’t ask for your forgiveness;; I don’t care much for your actress”

I’m an idiot.
I do really really stupid things.
I am too shy to tell people when they are pissing me off.
I lose my ability to speak at pivotal moments in life.
I trust people too much.
I get embarrassed easily.
I have a massive inferiority complex.
And I hate my internet connection because it randomly signs in and out for [...]

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“I’ve been meaning to ask you;; but my awkward tongue gets in the way;; there’s a thousand things I want to say”

I’ve been thinking a lot lately about all the little things people do.
Stupid things that don’t count for anything really.
Or so one would think.
I recently had my feelings hurt over and over again by someone I considered a very close friend.
And the funny thing is that she hasn’t even realised just how deeply she upsets [...]

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“I can’t afford a carriage;; but you’d look sweet;; upon the seat;; of a bicycle built for two”

Some of you might have noticed my absence for a few days.
Some others of you may have noticed my presence 24 hours a day for a few days.
Now depending on which end of the Becky’s Presence Spectrum you live on, you might know that I was in fact at school camp.
As far as school camps [...]

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“a carnival of idiots on show;; you’d better lie low;; if you love me;; won’t you let me know”

We all know that I am a simplistic kind of person.
Little things make me happy.
A new pair of shoes.
Playdough.
The neighbour’s cats.
Angry songs.
But there is one thing guaranteed to make me utterly joyful.
It’s a little piece of PDHPE hell they like to call King Ball.
Known to most Americans as Dodgeball I suppose.
Before you get all confused, [...]

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“I appreciate your help;; but even you can’t save me;; from myself”

So, a week of school has passed.
And once again it’s been one of “those” weeks.
You know the type…
Okok so maybe you don’t.
But it was one of those weeks where I have this unbelievable ability to change moods every few minutes.
I know what you’re thinking.
Becky dear, you’re female.
What did you expect.
Well really I expected a whole [...]

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“she didn’t choose this role;; but she’ll play it;; and make it sincere”

So school starts tomorrow marking the end of two weeks where I achieved… well nothing.
I’d started off with such highs hopes and an epic check-list.
My check-list had lots of stuff on it.
Mostly school related, but a few social things too.
And for some stupid reason, who bloody knows what that was, I had this belief in [...]

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“sometimes it’s hard to know what’s real;; when you’re not;; cuz you know I change myself;; to impress;; whoever happens to be standing next to me”

I finally wrote my eco essay.
Yippee Hooray!
It was 7 hand written pages (that’s minus the conclusion because I still don’t get that)
I don’t think that it’s actually all that readable.
But hey, it’s done.
That’s all that matters to me right now.
I got to take it off my check list and everything.
It was almost like a ceremony [...]

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“you write such pretty words;; but life’s no story book;; love’s an excuse to get hurt;; and to hurt;; do you like to hurt”

So I faced a fear (or two) and went to the movies yesterday.
Now I don’t know about everyone else’s opinions, but it seems to me like lately the whole movie industry has gone waaaay downhill.
See for starters in amongst the children’s movies and the lame action movies the best movie I could think of wanting [...]

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